fUNNy

He is ringing her doorbell, he came as fast as he could
She called with such worry, oh my this can't be good
Answering after one ring, he sees tears in her eyes
She then allows him in, while releasing her cries
To the couch she motions, "I have news for you"
"Is it good or bad?" But by her face he already knew
She paces back and forth, and then finally takes her seat
Her tears now overflowing, but their gazes then did meet
And in one breath she says, " I'm sorry but I'm pregnant"
His heart skipped a beat, but wait, this meant...
"I'm going to be a father?", his mind couldn't grasp it
But with this statement, she went into a crying fit
"Honey it's OK, I know we can make it through,
yeah it will be tough, but babe I love you"
She then grabs his hand, as if to never let go
"There is something else, that you need to know"
He felt he could handle this, for it was her he did adore
"I'm so so sorry, but honey? The baby isn't yours"

FirSt lOvE

My fingertips are shaking; they've got a tremble that i just can't ward off. and vulnerability is cursing through me, hitting all the rights spots. [why am i terrified of the things i've never felt before?] boy, you're it - you're everything and more...

i loved you then just like i love you now. will i ever stop breathing in your scent in my moment of weakness, or is that a yearly trend? because your presence wraps around me, leaving me in a fog; you're everywhere. and i'm becoming addicted - so if you must leave, please leave now.

my feet know which direction is the right to go, but i can't muster up the courage to go against these childhood thoughts. happiness used to be a rare occurrence, but now happiness surrounds my fragile mind. [all because of you.] i cannot decide, or understand the reasons behind this fear. all i know is that your eyes cause any fear of mine to disintegrate right before my eyes.

there's so many questions and so many thoughts roaming inside this world i live in. and they all begin with the words "what if." though no matter how hard i try, i can't rid myself of the truth:

i love you more than i loved you then -
it grows with every touch and breathe we take,
but vulnerability is rolling on through me,
and it's been something that I just can't shake.

by StephanieLynn

HoBi AkU

Aku rasa dalam banyak-banyak hobi yang aku ada, cuma satu ni je yang aku selalu buat.. hehehehe
Mengedit gambar aku yang boleh dikatakan comel. Ni la dia gambar yang aku dah edit..